Fed Up

 

I am fed up
Of the knows and hows,
Of the do's and don'ts,
Of the Smiles and sarcasms,
Of the loss and failure,
Of owning up and blaming,
Of the existence and decline.

I am fed up
Of Being simple yet complex,
Of being sharp yet blunt,
Of Being innocent yet guilty,
Of being pretentious yet a fool,
Of being Bold yet timid,
Of being close yet miles away.

But what I am not fed up of is being who I am.
I am not fed up of you or anyone

I am not fed up of the coming or gone.

I am just fed up of now and the today.